Ah.... another month is gonna end tonight... it seems so fast...
life is passing by at lightning... am relishing the fact that i'm fastforwarding to adulthood...
hopefully that part of my life will be bright(who doesnt wish so?)....
Tomorrow is the 1st of june... ITS GAWAI (harvest festival)!!
this year wont 'balik kampung'(longhouse)...partly coz holidays too short...4 days only..what they expect we can do with 4 days???
wanted to skip class today and go home.. but this evening got chemistry test...*sigh*....home gotta wait i guess...will use the bus service coz me parents dont trust me enough to let me drive back home...am i a reckless driver? (mabe...)
thats all i guess....
HAPPY GAWAI to all my Iban frendz (wherever you r)...
also to all my other frendz....happy hols...give me a ring(i doubt you can coz in my hometown no DIGI line)... so will be disconnected from the world for a while...
*dev disconnecting (from civilized world) for now*... :]
Hols A Coming.
The KISS
It is sometimes “a spark-, ” to light one's flame…
p/s KISS and be KISSED .... lol ;p
dis-Satisfaction of the human race...
Its been a while since i've posted anything...
life's kinda bored...typical teenager's life...
what is there to be excited of.... kinda wished that something out of the natural will happen...
dream on...
when i was still living in a small town (sri aman), i've always wished(at that time) that i could go live in a big town (bigger than sri aman) like Kuching...but now after just 1 month here in Kuching, i cant help but wished that i was back in the small peaceful town (a part of me)...the other part wants to migrate to a bigger town..
This all shows what a typical human will act like...we will never be satisfied with what we have....
its not that i'm not happy with myself..but i'm bored with the nothingness in my life...
how does it feel to be like Lara Croft in the tomb raider? like Ethan Hunt in Mi3? or like Harry Potter in Harry Potter? i suppose it only happens in stories/movies....
thats the point of making movies aint it?
i feel envious of people that get to do things that i cant do..... but when i remind myself of the things i can do, makes me appreciate my life...
APPRECIATIVENESS... thats the key to a happy life..
(do i sound like a philosopher????)
anyway my life has not always been dull... juz yesterday i went 'clubbing' for the first time....
kinda exciting... eventhough the place smells like smoke... enjoyed watching, or shall i say observing the stupidity of the human race...indulged in liquor and whores(in a sarcastis tone)...
anyway i'm of age now so i want to explore the unknown...(get what i mean?)
am looking forward to go clubbing again (in a better place)..hehe..^^
dev the philosopher plus sarcastic clubber signing out..
p/s if any of u know places of interest(clubs, hangouts, etc)..ring me...
A College Version of "'Twas the Night before Christmas"
EXAMS....
The worst part in studying has finally caught up with dear old me...
after nearly six month of freedom, its now back to the 'good' old days...
hated exams since i knew the meaning of school..
the word 'EXAM' brings forth memories; both good and bad.
even a 'KIMIZU KEEPER' would shudder if i unfold my darkest secrets..(exam secrets of course)...
WHO THE HECK INVENTED EXAMS?
must be some scum who cant stand being too clever...sigh*
haih...HOW i hated exams...
eventhough i nearly excelled in most of my exams, i still cant help being unconfident...
exams suck!!!!!
everybody keep telling me that i can do it but i CANT!!!!
is this my self-conscience talking or stress?...(maybe i should take steroids; i mean the real, strong poerfull ones)
by the way, the first has just passed, eventhough there are still many to come i just cant keep myself from thinking that i will fail....
the thought keeps running through my mind...
i hope i dont fail, but still i'm thinking that i will...sigh*
but still gotta get on with life... plus exams...sigh*
p/s 1) Anybody got any STEROIDS u recommend me taking?
2) Can STRESS kill sumone?
3) Fear of exams, what izzit called?
dev signing off with a sigh*
