BLUEAPPLE:Renovatio

Its been a while since i've posted anything...
life's kinda bored...typical teenager's life...
what is there to be excited of.... kinda wished that something out of the natural will happen...
dream on...
when i was still living in a small town (sri aman), i've always wished(at that time) that i could go live in a big town (bigger than sri aman) like Kuching...but now after just 1 month here in Kuching, i cant help but wished that i was back in the small peaceful town (a part of me)...the other part wants to migrate to a bigger town..
This all shows what a typical human will act like...we will never be satisfied with what we have....
its not that i'm not happy with myself..but i'm bored with the nothingness in my life...
how does it feel to be like Lara Croft in the tomb raider? like Ethan Hunt in Mi3? or like Harry Potter in Harry Potter? i suppose it only happens in stories/movies....
thats the point of making movies aint it?

i feel envious of people that get to do things that i cant do..... but when i remind myself of the things i can do, makes me appreciate my life...
APPRECIATIVENESS... thats the key to a happy life..
(do i sound like a philosopher????)

anyway my life has not always been dull... juz yesterday i went 'clubbing' for the first time....
kinda exciting... eventhough the place smells like smoke... enjoyed watching, or shall i say observing the stupidity of the human race...indulged in liquor and whores(in a sarcastis tone)...
anyway i'm of age now so i want to explore the unknown...(get what i mean?)
am looking forward to go clubbing again (in a better place)..hehe..^^

dev the philosopher plus sarcastic clubber signing out..

p/s if any of u know places of interest(clubs, hangouts, etc)..ring me...